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it just keeps on coming....so this "friend" called me just now and wants to know why i haven't called her back.....um....because.....you only need me when YOU need something.....some sort of pick me up.....some sort of help......i need to cut them loose....NOW!!!!!! how can someone i don't see on a daily basis mess with my head so badly....omg i ( Read more... )

I really want to move closer to my parents....I miss them more than I can express....and if that means moving back to the east coast....well.....then we might just do that

oh and PSS......I love my boyfriend....I just wanted to end this on a positive:) he really keeps me grounded and sane! I thank the heavens above for that man.......

I am sooooo fucking tired of dealing with the same old BS over and over again......everytime I think I have gotten the need to have broken fucked up needy people in my life....I am WRONG....it is just that I have just upgraded to people that just seem to hide their crazy better...and then one day I wake up and realize that I am still in fact ( Read more... )

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I am sitting here crying......hurting......so fucking lost ( Read more... )

So my roommate Barb and I went to LA to see my friend Eric's art being displayed at a club....I worked with Eric at Suicide Girls when I first moved here and he is a doll:) His artwork is amazing as well.....soooo I decided to get dressed up and go out *gasp* hahaha ( Read more... )

So the changes continue with me.....not sure what I am going through right now....but I am changing.....I haven't felt right in a couple of years....meaning...I haven't felt like the same Adrienne from a couple of years ago....not on the inside anyway.....I kept the old look for as long as I could hold onto it.....but it didn't fit me anymore....in ( Read more... )

I don't care what anyone thinks of MJ as a person.....I think it is absolutely horrid to be making jokes about his death...or saying "thank God he's gone"....really?????? I am pretty fucking sure that at one time EVERYONE thought he was an amazing singer, artist, performer....legend.....NONE of us know if any of the accusations made about him ( Read more... )

HAHAHA....one of my all time favorite pictures of me dancing....they took the picture as I was swinging my head up....totally looks like my head is exploding....but it gives you an idea of how hard i used to dance:)


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