i so fell in love with the pilot i encountered yesterday .. he told me to calm down and he would make sure that i was on that flight. so florida was lovely. i lived a life that so wasn't mine. we drove a mercedes, lived in a beautiful condo, and ate at really nice restaurants every night at the expense of emmas grandma. the beach was beautiful ( Read more... )

ON FRIDAY I WILL BE SITTING ON THE BEACH RELAXING ... I SO CAN'T WAIT TO WATCH THE SUNSETS AND LAY ON THE BEACH LISTENING TO THE OCEAN (WITH NO PARENTS MAY I ADD!!!) .  IT IS SERIOUSLY THE ONE THING THAT I BELIEVE CAN MAKE MY LIFE PERFECT AT THIS MOMENT.  AWESOME FRIENDS, NO GUY TO ADD ADDITIONAL STRESS, AND MY LOVELY FAMILY :)

I SO LOVE WHEN YOU CALL ME!! you make my day. i hate not talking to you everyday anymore and not trying to wake you up in the mornings. i so love having the whole upstairs to myself but then other times, like last night, i miss talking to. i miss you leaning against the door frame to my room and talking to me when i'm trying to go to sleep. i ( Read more... )

i hate how people treat me like i'm the biggest dumbass alive. how ppl don't seem to look at me as a person but more or less as an object that really doesnt matter. so ppl say that the truth hurts so is living a life filled with so much going on behind your back suppost to feel better? i mean do ppl really think that i am so stupid that i'm not ( Read more... )

mariemont cops ... haha .. thats the only thing that should be said. i love when one day you realize that you have missed some person that you haven't hungout with in the longest time and then you hangout with them and you just click so well . i must say i had the best evening that i have had in the longest time. i loved it so much. so i ( Read more... )

GEORGE IS HOME FOR GOOD!!! YAY!!

i feel like i'm ruining all my friendships and i hate it

went to the football game tonight and i actually felt like crying. (but i guess that isn't really weird cuz i feel like crying a lot now in life.) who would believe i would get this emotional over leaving high school? it scares me to think that that was my last home high school football game (ppl got to go with me to the game at milford.. i'll ( Read more... )

i never thought it would be this hard to say goodbye .. all night i had to fight back tears. i have been thinking about this day all week and once it came i just wanted to imagine it wasn't true. i didn't cry like i thought i would .. i wanted to though. when i got to my back door i broke down and still can't stop crying .. jessica i'm going to ( Read more... )

these childish thoughts keep running through my head .. yesterday i decided that if i don't go back to school then george won't be able to leave since he never states the date he's leaving but more or less just says 2 weeks after you start school. today at lunch i was watching the news and i heard about 3 soldiers that died and i just keep ( Read more... )