left alone, once again abandoned by what she thought was real ( Read more... )

i dont even know what to think anymore. i feel like i am the only person trying to do anything. the only one putting in an effort. i cant live like this anymore. this isnt who i am, nor who i want to be. i respect myself too much to be taken advantage of. i dont think that thats whats going on, but that sure as hell is what it seems like. i dont ( Read more... )

everything is so damn confusing. i am so in love, yet at the same time, so lost. i want this to be the best for both of us, i want this to be the thing that i know both of want it to be. i want to do anything i have to do to make this work to the best of its ability. i have never felt this way in my life. i want this to last forever

i dont even know what to do with myself anymore. I keep getting so upset over things that i probably shouldnt. but i cant help it. these are the times when i wonder if its possible to care too much. this shouldnt be how im living my life. on the verge the whole time, unable to just be content. i just hope that its not me trying to create another ( Read more... )

i wanted to see if i actually remembered my account name and password, and believe it or not, i did! so i am going to start writing here again, because it was always a good way to vent before and i am in need of one now. Life has been quite crazy recntly, but things are now calming down. i have a fantastic boyfriend/fiance who doesnt treat me like ( Read more... )

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