dude. this journal is beat. honestly, i dont have anymore inspiration to write big long journal entries about what i do with my life. i dont let my real emotions out into this anyway really, so whats the point? if i say anything important, its in coded hints that only certain people understand. therefore, this journal can suck it, and so can you, ( Read more... )

dear god, thank god theres only a 16% chance of this happening. worst quiz ever hahahhahha <3

ok well. a lot of stuff has happened. its thursday and i dont have school due to veterens day, so i have some time to think about all this. hmmm.

saturday i went to see the starting line and yellowcard with tommers. a bunch of my friends were there, so i had a greattttt time. i kinda let myself go and had the best time possible. good stuff.

sunday ( Read more... )

ash his heart into the ground. pull his guts out by frustration. be careful you might kill him...

control control control control control.

well im am very relieved right now. history 2 honors critical analysis is done. that makes me so happy and it feels like a huge weight was lifted.

so anyway, last night me and tommers went to continental arena. even though the biggest road i had driven on in my life was route 18, i managed to drive there. that means i survived the parkway and ( Read more... )

so tonight was a good night, as i stated above. well actually, today was just a good day. and last night was good too. hooray!

so last night me and krammit went to the girls soccer game. we only ( Read more... )

sometimes, i get that urge for you to come over to sit on the curb and throw rocks at cars with me. and we could talk about life. but can you blame me? itd be wonderful, yes, but ehh sometimes i say dont bother. its easy to say this here (where im fairly positive youll read it but it wont come directly from me) than right from me. but when it ( Read more... )

as i laid down last night to sleep, my tears didnt listen to me and a few found their way to my pillowcase. but they were kinda confused cause when i asked what kind of tears they were, some answered "sad" while others answered "happy". one even said "thankful". so who knows?

you can feel the vapor pressure drop as a dark steam pours out the entrance. real cold world is swirling into a club that keeps the real life world out. where every sense seems deathly weak from the frozen time you spent in transit. the glass danse world flickers on as the low end thaws your anxious body.

wow. i cant stop saying wow. me and ( Read more... )

soooo its been quite awhile, hasnt it?

well yesterday was my birthday. it was awesome. my friends in school are the bestest and our fh game after was amazing. adrenaline is the best high in the whole world. the game was....just amazing. i cant even explain it any other way. and coach was happy, so thats good.

i got home and saw lauren and mark so ( Read more... )