You never reliced how much someone means to you until u might lose them.I never reliced them how much worse my life can be until today.I call this the worst day of my life so far.My air conditioner broke,my boyfriend doesnt wanna leave me,all these birthdays are coming and i have no money,less work,school is starting in two days,and my best friend ( Read more... )

Well nothing has been going right lately i'm a awful person and i'm going to hell.I have come to a conclusion that i just want someone to love me for me.But i'm looking and trying all the wrong things to get what i want.I try to be happy with just me but lately is been real hard to do that.People dont understand me and i don't understand them ( Read more... )

I wonder if u ever really cared for me, and what i really meant to you.You never really showed it or said it.But somehow i wished u felled the same way as i did.I always loved u and but u never really cared.Is as now your happiness is my missary.I don't know how to tell you how i feel,and i'm just to scared to tell you anyways,and when i try to ( Read more... )

Well last week i got a job and things have been pretty hard sence then.I have no time for nothing anymore.But i figure after christmas i can change my days and work less.I need money at this time of the year,and i wanna get a phone sence i'm never home anymore.Ummmm i been feeling kinda lonely lately,and i been talking again to this kid i use to ( Read more... )

Well yesterday was the craziest day for me.I got scared the hell out,but i found out a big secret about a girl.And even though it was suppose to be good for me what she's going to do,i do feel linda bad of her choice.Even though i has nothing to do with her decision it still makes me feel like it is my fault she feels the way she does.Todays my ( Read more... )

Well nothing much has happen with me.After the hurricane pass,alot of things changed,but not with me,just around me.After it all we're starting school on monday.And really i don't feel like seeing all those people again.I just been tired of seeing all the same people again and again and again.I need a change,and maybe meeting new people will help.I ( Read more... )

I'm real sad today,i just feel alot of pressure about things and i feel lonely.I miss my ex boyfriend but i'm just to hard headed to go back to HIM.That never has happened so that would be weird.My parents are a hole differet story,sence the baby has been born is like i can't have a life because i have to care for the baby too.I mean doesn't she ( Read more... )

Well my little sister was born(august17,2005) and REAL happy about that and exited to how everything will go from now on.School is okay and my classes are cool,but people are not.I'm having lots of drama with people and it just won't stop...............
All i have to say is GUYS SUCK ............

Well school started and it was okay,and nothing much happen.I changed classes alot and i still have to change another on monday.This year started sucky and i just am so stressed already,i want this year to pass already.My birthday is in 9 days.And i'll be 16,what a gift!I'm getting a new bed so that'll be something for me to injoy.Maybe i can get ( Read more... )

I'm real upset today,i don't know i just think that nothing can work out for me lately.I mean i feel happy for a while but when i really look at it i have nothing much to be happy about.i wanna be someone different,someone happier and with beter everything pretty much ( Read more... )