I have a tendency to wear my mind on my sleeve, I have a history of losin' my shirt.

[chikkitti]

I'm so confused. Life's so confusing...

"See this mountain not move an inch now, even though I'm trying so damn hard."

I move foward, I see the progress I've made. I'm a better person than I was, at least I think I am. I'm happier...for the most part.  I'm almost content with life. Not with my life, but the way the world works...the fact that my life

Comments

[rundagran]

Beth...you are needed. You may not realize it, but what would you're family do if they didn't have you around? What would your friends do (I know you don't think you have any real friends) if you weren't around? You are needed. You are wanted. You are wanted by (I know you don't want to hear this or really don't care) by God. He wants you. He has proven it over and over again.

And the game you're talking about that will start over in a week? I thought you were over that. Or, at least that's what you said. But I guess if you feel like it's such a big part of your life, the game should continue. But if you ask me, I think it's time for you to hit the power button and turn it off.

[rundagran]

Hey...I need to talk to you, so if you read this soon, call my cell phone. I'm going to be pretty busy this weekend, so I don't know if I'll have time to call you. So, just call whenever and I'll tell you if I can talk.

[chikkitti]

Ya know, you coulda just called me and left a voice mail...or left me an offline. It would have been just as easy. lol. I'll call u now!