my god. i had the best weekend ever. heres a play by play in chapter form of it. read it. & like it. its really entertaining. i promise.

( ..hate crimes. )

FUCK! all day today i was thinking it was thursday. last night i could have sworn it was wednesday night. i had a shitload of shit to do before friday so i was thinking to myself last night "dude its only wednesday i'll do everything tomorrow" so i get to school today &cody's all "we still on for today" and im thinking um.. its thursday were on for ( Read more... )

i think its kind of cool, how we can talk about things so openly. especially such fragle topics. conversations that could end everything we worked for in the last 2 years.

vicvansub will exist.
&lovelady is too cool for school.

i cant tell if i did the right thing or the wrong.
but all i know it felt really good.
&it totally made my day. im happy for the first time in awhile.
shut up, you love me!

im sick of me letting everything bring me down. you know what, fuck you. fuck everything. i dont need a friend, i dont need anybody. because you'll never be there in the end. thats how it always is. no one is different. you're never around when i need you the most. so who cares. you know what, no. im over it. like fucking 2 hours ago i was telling ( Read more... )

thrusday: i got kicked out of my house for thanksgivivng thanks to irene. so i went &spent thanksgiving with the clines. it was the best thanksgiving ever thanks to them. but i ended up having to go to my grandmas cause she didnt want to be alone &i couldnt go home.

friday: i went to the park to chill, smoke some cigs & clear my head. then called ( Read more... )

i wish i had a friend.
i really want a friend.
im feel so alone.

i guess according to daniel i was ignoring him all day when he needed to talk to me. so we got in a fight. &his girlfriends keeps looking at me like if im a bitch. sorry hun, your boyfriend isnt the all might god that he leads everyone to believe he is, you wait you'll seen realize, everything he ever told you was a lie & that hes nothing but shit ( Read more... )

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fuck. im bored. i need to call vanessa. i have no money for the movies. that sucks. im going anyway. sneaking in all the wayyyy.

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