there are many kinds of selfishness. it seems i am guilty of one. ignoring how much i mean to those closest to me. how is that i a man of such spiritual and self awareness fall victim to such nearsight. my heart weighs heavy with love for all i encounter. i would rain it down upon the entire world if i could. yet, love i cannot accept. its their ( Read more... )

heavy is the head that wears the crown ( Read more... )

I am happy as the tool.
happy as the object.
the tool has no feeling
you do not attach to the tool.
use the tool then place in the drawer
in the back of your mind until needed
the tool has it's purpose
has it's place
the tool does not eat
does not drink
does not sleep
the tool does it's job
and is forgotten
I am happy as the tool

I must have missed something. Nothings wrong, but SOMEthings wrong. Im hardly alone...but lonely. I guess. Its not like before, this is not how it is. Im so fucking numb. Person to person, feeding frenzy yet always empty i dont understand. What am i looking for. Silly question i know what it is. I tasted it once. Wrong time, wrong place, wrong ( Read more... )

So its been awhile.  i wont write it all down, but know that i have grown immensely.  i feel more self aware and just aware than ever.  i do miss you...everyday.  not in the lovesick romantic sense but in the my soul knows you exist but on another planet.  i need to know youre ok. i need to know youre happy.  my music has come to a pointe that i ( Read more... )

Man, people say some stupid shit when they think no one will ever know. 

On Monday, January 28, the Copyright Royalty Board (CRB) begins the hearing that will determine mechanical rates for every songwriter and music publisher in America. It will be the most important rate hearing in the history of the music industry because in addition to setting rates for physical products, rates will be set for the first time ever ( Read more... )

Holy fuck, Cassanova's dead....jesus what a weird guy to die and all people will remember him as is the guy who spooned with Jake Gyllenhaal.

So i spent last night in Luke's studio working on some sweet guitar hooks for songs he is working on with some local rap artists. I don't like rap. Not even at all. It wasn't my music I was working on, it wasn't at all what I would normally do.  I fucking loved every second of it.  A small room with mics and computers and mixers and some sweet ass ( Read more... )

Okay, so here are some things I cant stand ( Read more... )