I have just been traveling around and stuff. I spent a month with my old friend Breanne (whom I went to 7th and 8th grade with) and I have been in Kansas for almost 2 months. I will be living in Mesa, AZ when I get back there, and then in the spring I will be taking a trip down to Gulfport, MS. to see my friend Matt. I adore him and it will be ( Read more... )

I hope I am pregnant....my baby will save me feom myself.....im so sorry peanut, I love you so much my child.....

im back in it botches! well im bored so I thought I would update my lj. got the myspace thing going on but i like to blurb not blog, so here i be. more later then. ~S~

im so glad that im not that person who thinks that she isnt worth more than an ugly dudes reject. all the guys ive seen since ron have been actractive (well mark wasnt but i liked him but not anymore) and so i must be attractive enough to attract attractive folk lol. i like myself, we are friends lol.

Um, well broke it off with the ron but thats oooooooooook. Everyone told what they really thought of him afterwards and I'm like "Guys!!! Say some shit next time!" I got with this dude named Chris in december. He turned out to be a douche. Got with my friend Mark in January. He stopped talking to me altogether without warning. Now I'm seeing this ( Read more... )

Wow rekindling <---- (spelled wrong I'm sure.) my journal and with old friends is great. Internet access is not available to me so it becomes cumbersome to update or stay connected to reality anyays have to call Josh back i will update as much as I can god damn it! Hot Dog Meat is SATAN!!

I feel down today like I literaly feel weighed down by my mood. I am tired and all and I have a cold but I don't knwo I just feel a little depressed...maybe its just cuz of the nyquil tablets I took last night, that shit is evil....does the trick but evil none the less. I have to work an 8 day stretch this week because I had the weekend off and ( Read more... )

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I went to Tarcie's wedding yesterday...it was a hot bitch but fun none the less....everyone wondered where Ron was...I wish he could have come with me. At least he got to see me in my outfit I wore there. I looked hot in it LOL well not a lot of time to write but more will come later...

gotta ask Ron what color he thinks he'd like (not like it would sway my decision its just good to have input from your significant other and it aids my decision because I am an indecisive Libra thank you) I will problly go with another red with golden streaks in it...sounds good to me...I wanna go home and take a shower and relax...one hour to go ( Read more... )