God, I'm not good. All I want is a fucking hug amd someone to say "it's ok, I know it's tough", not more talk about my need for pills. Yes, I'm fucking crazy, yes I need pills, but until my insurance kicks in I don't get them. I feel unappreciated. I feel like crap. I'm all angsty and emo, and there's not enough nicotine in the world to mollify me ( Read more... )

Before I go into this let me state that I am NOT a huge Inuyasha fan, although I do find it somewhat interesting ( Read more... )

I work in a quality lab at a spice blending plant. Just to clarify. Yesterday I had to work closely with someone from R&D at corporate in Beloit, without any of my superiors there. Lydia, the supervisor and QA second in command was showing me how to work the database and than went to talk ot the R&D lady. This is what I overheard ( Read more... )

Well... I'm pretty sure no one reads this damn thing but me, so I'm going to be updating this mainly to communicate with myself. Where to begin... I have a job, graduated college, and finished an internship at the zoo. And lately my brain has not been so good, was over at a friend's house to night and started going through a lot of emotional things ( Read more... )

*sigh* I'm not as well read as I thought.
( Booklist )

What should I do with my life today? Something productive? Never! I'm going to write fanfiction and continue on in a giddy fangirl daze until it's time to study for my microbiology quiz. Those quizzes are killer! I did margianally well with an 8.75/10, most of the class was in the 2-3 range, and she let me get away with an answer that was totally ( Read more... )

My rebuttal to Erik/ original character pairings ( Read more... )

School, work, lalalala crap, crap, crap.

Anyways...my pet baby rat dieson sunday. Well, technically she was my husband's rat, but I loved the shit out of her for the two weeks we had her. She got all fat in the tummy, but then you could feel her bones in other places. Sucks, we buried her in the back yard. Now we have a new rat, he's older and has scary rat balls because he's a boy. Well ( Read more... )