It's so hard finding a good friend these days. Someone you know you can trust, someone you can be yourself around and enjoy life with. You'd think that if you found someone like this, you wouldn't throw that away, that you might try to hold onto it instead of cast it into the wind like the used cigarette butt that burns your conscience because you' ( Read more... )

This is kinda pissing me off. Well, more than kind of, it's really pissing me off. I can't write a damn thing, and I can't find a single way to express the second half of the problem, that I was pissed off before I couldn't find any words to describe it. You ever had one of those nagging things in your life, the kinds of things that everything else ( Read more... )

Ahhh, my semester is finally over. I guess it hasn't really sunk in yet, I'm sort of in a mental state of limbo right now. The next big item on my agenda kinda hit me hard today, though... Christmas is sooo close. How much gift shopping have I done? Not too much. I mean, I've procrastinated on this in years past, but this is by far the worst. What ( Read more... )

One final down, one to go ( Read more... )

I love taking tests, especially when the highest grade I can possibly make on it is a FUCKING 7 OUT OF 100! WHAT THE FUCK!!!

This semester is so close to being over, and I have never been more ready for it. These past few days and the next couple ahead are gonna be rough, but after that, things should get much better. I'm looking at this whole thing with a surprisingly optimistic perspective, especially considering how close I've been cutting things for the past few ( Read more... )

In the wake of yesterday's hell, today has been infinitely better. I met with my Latin professor and sorted through how to handle the situation from yesterday morning. I originally thought I was going to have to take a C in the class, but he assured me today that my grades from before now are too high for that. Whew. I just have to make up the test ( Read more... )

What have I become this semester? Where did my former self run off to, and what estranged being has taken his place? I can remember vividly the amount of effort and diligence that I forced upon myself during high school. I might not have done my homework for every class every night, but nevertheless I did what was required of me to succeed to an ( Read more... )

My words are straining to grasp onto all that my feelings have a hold on. For the past many months, I've felt a part of my life to be missing from what used to be a complete picture. I lived for so long as an incomplete puzzle that could never be finished. Ironically, it wasn't long after I accepted this to be the new definition of my existence ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning to find that so much of everything that I've been worried about to be cleared up all of the sudden. I can't really come up with a better explanation than that. I'm just happy that things worked out in so many parts of my life. How long will it last this time? How long does it last everytime? This doesn't feel like one of ( Read more... )