I think I am becoming one of those crazy cat ladies. I just sit at home and play with my kitten. I'm really alone, just prince and I. Damn what happened.

Being back in school sucks.

Hopefully the road to healthy living is approaching me. As of right now I believe that having my tonsils and adenoids removed was the worst decision I have ever made. Hopefully the long term results will outweigh my pain and suffering. I'm frustrated with feeling crappy, and uncomfortably drunk from medicine. I need a vacation from my body.

I really like living where I am. But, I feel like the rest of my world is crashing around me. I don't know how to have fun anymore, or even who to have fun with except for the people that I see on a daily basis. I just want things to be fixed. I know that things can't go back to normal and I'm not sure if I want them to completely , but maybe a ( Read more... )

The house that I am on a permanent vacation on is caving in a regular basis. Every morning for the last 3 days I have woken up at 6am to tons of foreign men surrounding the windows screaming at one another with hammers. Its a very uneasy feeling.

This week sucks. I want to run away.

Well my i pod decided to erase completely today, and erase most of the songs from my i tunes as well. It was awesome.

This is going to be a very very long semester between school, work and having no social life. Because obviously when I do have free time no one wants to spend theirs with me so I hang out with me my mom or sit in my room because I have no where else to go. Right now nothing seems to have gotten me very far ( Read more... )

I feel like I am growing up too fast not enjoying any of my teenage years. I've been in such a rush all of my life, and now i really would like to slow down, but I feel like that can't happen. If i slow down now I may come to a complete halt and live at home until I am 45 damn.

I feel really anxious all the time lately. My relationships seem to be drifting and some slowly falling apart. I just don't have the energy and time to devote to anything anymore. I guess I'm turning into a bad friend? If so I apologize to anyone I've hurt, it truly hasn't been on purpose. I'm trying to avoid confrontation whenever I can but, ( Read more... )