he either didnt get it today or he just doesnt know what to say. if its the first one, then that means torture untill Monday afternoon. ughhhhh. &if its the second one, ill be tortured till forever cuz hes just as shy as i am. this sucks. i wish i could just know already ( Read more... )

Fail again... technically. buuuuut he wasnt in the best mood. therefore, if i had said something then, it would not have gone well. he was working while he was in the living room with everyone. hes still visiting tho, so all hope is not gone.. especially considering his boss is on a cruise starting yesterday. his boss' wife works for CVS so yeah ( Read more... )

Fail #1378

FAIL #875

so Ive been going to the Hensons quite a bit reccently.. at least once a week. Brian has been there every time. as if that wasnt good enough, hes been in a great mood every time! the other night me& him were just sitting in the living room watching tv& talking video games... hes on the couch next to me. the way he was sitting, his lap was ( Read more... )

i had this huge entry typed up about moving, lack of friends, school plans, &other random stuff. but livejournal& my laptop decided to work together& delete it ( Read more... )

So i just went back&made all (...at least i think i got all of them) my old entries private. i didnt want to fully erase them because theres some pretty awesome memories saved here. but i kinda figured by making them private, its like moving on to the next chapter in my life, even though i can still see all the old entries ( Read more... )