Some characters i'll tell you... quite a lot of two-faced people on this island that i did not to seem to take notice of till just recently. I guess you can call me naive for not taking notice, or the fact that i tend to see some type of good in most people. Anyways, i took care of that situation, and now i can move on ( Read more... )

I can't help not being the exact opposite of who i've become lately. What is going on? depression, confusion, i believe the song speaks for me or my current decisions anyways. This seems real to me... There seems to be no possible, or probable solution to what my problem is, for once it seems that my usual luck has run out, no more dices for me. ( Read more... )

Seems like i haven't updated in quite some time, just been really busy around the clinic. Ever since i got back, (and for those of you who don't know, i got back several days late); the command doesn't take well to that; I've been placed on extra duties, watches, work places, sometimes sleeping less that 6 hrs a night. Was it worth it? YES! I'd go ( Read more... )

So.. I manage to screw everything up. Life hangs in the balance for me, definitely today has been a two sided coin. Today on the last of last days, i wait to pay off the final balance for my ticket to go home, only to realize that the money that was supposed to drawn out of my atm card will not come out of my savings account for some unknown reason ( Read more... )

Let's see... what's different? ah yes.. I'm no longer a "teenager" according to some people over here in okinawa. I'm the big 20, the big cheese, which is a great restaurant by the way (only fellow miamians would know about). I seemed to have had the worst possible birthday ever, quite memorable though. I got in what little scrappy would call a " ( Read more... )

Apparently I'm quite the clumsy person, butterfinger, whatever something in that category... I lost my atm card this past weekend, for all i know some japanese person is trying to figure out how to use the damn thing. This is the third time i need one, i'm thinking of putting it on a keychain and hanging it around my neck, that way this is over and ( Read more... )

Another exciting day @ the work office, apparently today we are bombarded with giving smallpox shots to about 2 companies (basically in english meaning 2 different large group of people(s)). Let's see that's going to be about almost 200 people. Oh boy the fun we have planned today. First you screen em', then make sure they have no diseases, then ( Read more... )

My thoughts are drowsy thought currently, see i'm on a lot of medication, i seemed to have lost count. This new one i'm taking deconamine, says it may cause drowsiness, and your right it sure damn does. Damn does? hmm... moving on... I've been sick for the last weekend and week almost, since last thursday, just non-stop constant fever, sore throat ( Read more... )

So i finally got some time off from work while i'm at work, no patients at this time. I figured why not go ahead and update that old' dusty vintaged journal, it was crying out update me! or perhaps not that serious. Let's see here, ah yes, jan. whew quite some time. So i obviously got back from sri lanka, that was a mission in itself. I don't think ( Read more... )

That's means hello in singhalese, apparently now i have to learn how to speak singhalese as well.. nice... i'm a medic and a linguist. I have somehow covertedly snuck onto one of the computers here at the holiday inn in Sri, because i told the receptionist ladies at the front desk, that i'm a medic here to help out there people. This is all true of ( Read more... )