beer, coffee, and bacon diet.

every god damn day.

i'm gonna die early.

pooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo stain

30. Dwight McCarthy "Sin City" - film, Clive Owen

29. Roland "The Wood" - Taye Diggs

28. Jake "Training Day" - Ethan Hawke

27. Toby Jacobs "Girl, Interrupted" - Jared Leto

26. Tommy Corn "I Heart Huckabees" - Mark Wahlberg

25. Aragorn "The Lord of the Rings" - book

24. Frederic Henry "A Farewell to Arms” - book

23. Chase Hammond "Drive Me Crazy ( Read more... )

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things went differently than expected. apparently in april i missed driving my car. today i did that a lot. it wasnt sunny.

IF I COULD BE ANYWHERE RIGHT NOW I WOULD BE DRIVING SOMEWHERE WITHOUT TRAFFIC

there is nothing even trivial enough in my thoughts right now for me to enter into livejournal. i feel that i need to express things but this very recent fear of others observing me and being exposed is keeping me from saying anything of importance here. i cant separate the idea of writing freely from the idea of others reading freely my thoughts ( Read more... )

i have a strong and strange sense of foreboding right now... it just came to me. perhaps it is that my room is shadowed and cold

its april first. for many non-consecutive years of my life several weird things have happened to me, or "monumental" things, at least in my eyes on this day. i dont really feel like going over these. anyway. im expecting big things today.

poetry