11:30 strikes and the card is swiped so I can go home... going 80 down I-35 passing cars, with Die Flut echoing in the background. Chris, and Tiffany are the only ones still awake, chasity is sleeping and sonia is at work, and ray and mandy are off fucking somewhere.... 11:41 strikes, and tiffany sits there waiting for me to open the door, chris ( Read more... )

I keep meeting old friends chris has been around for a month, it reminded me of what we use to do, just laugh and make fun of everything, I met ray tonight and we kidnapped mandy from my appartment to go with us, it was just like old times, but at a much faster pace.... I cant believe how everyone changed into what they are now, and yet.... stayed ( Read more... )

well... I am sorry I found myself in this predicament... I guess I am the one you should be blaming, why billy knows so much. I found someone I could finally open up to, and the downfall of that side is that open books get read aloud eventually, I guess she told him that I was offered to go camping etc. etc. with you. but I had work and had to turn ( Read more... )

I layed there many a nights pondering something that will not get out of my head.... innocence... when does it end? Does it end when you lose your virginity? When you first steal? when you first take drugs? when you first love and will do anything to make them smile? when you realize death is inevitable ( Read more... )

why is it I try to change a sudden direction and through that quick turn I find someone with open arms, only to find they back stab me, why?.... well fuck that, I will be waiting for you to run, and then I will use the knife, and greet you with arms wide open. fuck you.

its been real, I am off soon... less than 12 hours... 9 hours to be exact... Im sorry I didnt hang out with anyone today... especially steve... dude, I thought I wasnt this busy, I went to walmart like twice, hoping chasity would of gave me the money she owes me, that 90 would of helped me a hell of a lot considering I am 350 dollars in the holes, ( Read more... )

It started off like any normal friday, I wake up, take a shower, get dressed, and go to work... but I had 15 minutes more than usual so hey, Jack in the box is awesome... I will go there. and of course I run into Steve, (It was fucking awesome seeing you again man) I talk to him and catch up on everything thats been happening. I hope it works out ( Read more... )

side note, I edited my journal again, because I posted a paragraph twice, instead of having my ending paragraph.

I think im going to start writing things in here more often... I kind of realize that if I dont, a memory that was important to me will be overshadowed by another and so forth and so forth so here it is ( Read more... )

I dreamed very well last night, reminded me of the summers before this one.... Except this time, I woke up to a Crying baby, 3 hours after I had started to dream... It was my roommate's baby crying 9 in the fucking morning, crying and crying, I finally took the initiative to see what the fuck was going on. As I opened my door it was a baby in a ( Read more... )