fucking. hyper.

im not asking you to read this but i sure hope that you do ( Read more... )

so what i said to myself?

stop then

nobody ever said i was you though

so i might just keep talking

i love you. ok

i dont even know you anymore

but i know you from a year ago and you from a month ago and i watched ( and i'd like to think helped) you all through that year.

i found you the love of your life and i let you have him

no matter how much i knew ( Read more... )

 
my secret? im tottally under-prepared for everything the world has.

im waiting for you to tell me you still love me.

im waiting for anyone to tell me they even USED to care.

and im still sitting alone, and writing alone and generally feeling alone.

even though i have the option of going out.

and i should be revising for exams im going to fail,

and i ( Read more... )

 what's un-surprising is you were taken off-guard by the knowledge i'm uglier on the inside ( Read more... )

im still drowning.
And im not really lying.... just forgetting to state fact that may or may not be taken as truth.
i have an unusual addiction to distractions and palpitations.
Saying sorry never works when you're insincire.
your telling me i 'dont understand'
and i'm replying 'i never said i did'
but then again, who ever said i wanted to?
im not ( Read more... )

My american heart - the keys to my organ

Do you know you're fake?
Stop giving for the take.
Bring love, bring change.
Let's end your selfish games.
Will you lose your touch?
Will you be enough to take control?
To take control, to take control.

You are the keys to my organ,
you'll do exactly what I play.
You are the beats to my rhythm,
You'll move and dance ( Read more... )

 do you know what really fucking sucks?
just found out my first day of lower sixth, (yr 12), is my freaking BIRTHDAY!?
4th september here i come.

rearranging words to make scentences that make no sense to anyone but me ( Read more... )

 im building a wall around me in words.
and everything im saying is just to make me sound
more alive.

and i think your afraid that i just showed you that i havn't changed.
I'm still the same person, just now your not there to see it.
if a tree falls in a forest and noone hears does it still make a sound?