As we're back to using dumb nicknames.

this is going to be really hard because i'm currently listening to the fifth hour of a radio show (A deliberate life) i've been listening to for two days straight and it's still making me laugh.

Checking my friends page the minute i get home from school then at 6 doesnt work when people post at four.

I was ( Read more... )

i' m proper hyper to the extent im twitching ( Read more... )

Just because im alone it doesn't make me lonely.
i have so many people telling me i shouldn't be on my own so much.
but none of them are willing to spend any of their time with me.
i've learnt that they're not worth it.
And more than that.
I'm not worth their time.

i'm fed up of people wasting their life listening to me run my mouth about things that ( Read more... )

 

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yeh, you're posting that here 'just for kicks'

just for kicks into my black broken little heart.

Thanks for telling me that i mean nothing.

'but it's fine, you do this all the time.'
 oh and all the time's you ever said you wouldn't be alive if it wasn't for me?
 i'm glad all that meant nothing.

now can you please stop wrecking things i only introduced ( Read more... )

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i love the way that people who notice the scars never look at me the same again.

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i'm a different person on the internet.
on the internet im feuled with passion and i have a ( Read more... )

im sorry.
and this isnt aimed at anybody
'cause i have really bad aim.

If i wasn't so fucking tired, i'd be annoyed.
but i don't have any right to be angry.
They can't know things you don't tell them.

Hmm, ok...
anyone that reads this...
you can ask anonymously, if you want to, 
but chris G gave me an idea.

Any bit of my life that you're curious about, ask, ( Read more... )

 damn man, im sitting here eating kitkats, and chris gutierrez most definatly just made me cry ( Read more... )

 haha ( Read more... )

Sometimes I find it impossible to venture past my front door.
I get to the thresh-hold of this lonely structure, and I freeze.
Sometimes, humanity gets too much to bear. 
So I retreat back to the safety of silence and solitude.
Sometimes, the world stops making sense to me.
I know how everything works, but I see no point to any of it.

People scare the ( Read more... )