well still i dont know how to kill you is the tune i hear in my ears.dont know if you know if you know it but you should.things are good for me so far i suppose.workin,and what else is there.i mean my friends are trippen again but oh well.i left my girlfriend cause apparently she doesnt love me and is bored with me.i guess i'm boring hah i know and ( Read more... )

hello,you guys are fucking lame.haha,anyway pretty bored felt like speakin my mind or maybe i should say writing my mind hmmm i dont know.news? gonna be a father,i know i dont believe it either.i know what your thinkin.....well no i dont,but me and her are 11 weeks into it and its going well were happy,well i am.i think i need to go back to school ( Read more... )

well look at that shit below this depressing is what i think.well this entry is pretty much a test to see how many people still get on this lovely site we all call live journal.what about me you say?well hard year college,job searching,my new band LOOK OUT! for refections of ruin featured on the always gay my space(myspace.com/refectionofruin06) ( Read more... )

the days we live are crazy dont you think?well i dont know who you could be cause who the fuck reads this shit?alot of shit has ofcourse happened to me,what else is new?things within my own life are looking good.i got excepted to the conservatory of recording arts and sciences,in arizona.its the best musical engineer school in the country and they ( Read more... )

well its over i have to admit it was pretty fucking sweet.i was drunk off of my ass,well let me rephrase that PISTO.i drank with a good old buddy carlos,who came through even tho i didnt want anyone else to.we drank shot and drank shots untill the room was spinning for me atleast lol well i guess it was outside that was spinning and yeah my big dog ( Read more... )

well yup i guess it feel pretty good to know that i can walk in the middle of the nite and get into rated R movies :)).but besides that i'm 17 today i'm finally as old as everyone always guesses i am when they first meet me lol well sometimes i get a 18 or 19 oh yeah there was that one time i got a 20 :)).plans for tonite you ask i have a date :> ( Read more... )

well bored like always,and i thought i'd update for i guess about two people to read.shits fucked up,when isnt it,i'm okay tho i'll find a way through it i'm sure my girlfriend will help me.been scannin some colleges,since after all there is only three days left to start life.i know it will be hard but its something i want to accomplish i mean if ( Read more... )

people have there ways of thinking.other people have there ways of lying.other people have there ways of believing the lies and some people just really piss me off.some like to fuck with peoples head but who am i to judge,i guess i'm just that fucked up person at least in some peoples minds.you know and oh well they can can go and fucking believe ( Read more... )

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....well yeah pretty bored but someone is keeping me company.i talked to my mother about GED,and yeah i'm gonna do it and get through it then i told her i wanted college i dont know what i'm up for studying but i dont know maybe it will be music or something else that intrests me.i always wanted to do something in engineering ( Read more... )

so yeah updating cause i never do.i know theres plenty of anxious readers out there,yeah you there sitting in front of the computer.so 12 days to go 17 years old i'll be a big kid and i'll be old enough to visit big kids prison not that i plan on it.today wasnt to bad at all actually pretty good,filled with plenty of smiles :>.i'm actually starting ( Read more... )