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Yeah I'm in a foul mood I have this feeling of alone and abandonment I need a release to feel wanted. And deep down I know it's just not possible.
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Here we are independence day over 200 years ago we told the Brits to kiss our ass.. Today I'm living the dream doing fireworks at Disney. This is the first year I have done so little for this event kinda weird actually feel like an outsider. Then again it's kinda nice to see the insanity rather than be apart of it.
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Ok so after 4 days off 2 of which I called sick for I'm back to work and feel like crap should have stayed out 1 more day oh well the fourth is coming up and double shifts for 2 days yay money.
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Work has been busy the past few weeks right now I'm walking a very thin line and covering my ass is my main priority ... Home is good busy on improvements painting drapes etc ... on the personal front it's time to purge I feel I'm becoming a nuisance I was hoping it would be more than a 1 time thing but schedules prohibit any contact. The words ( Read more... ) -
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There comes a time when you realize that things are not going to happen and what was once fun is now torture if you aak me what I want. A long afternoon just you and me acting on our desires and doing everything we talked about .... Reality we don't even have 5 minutes ...things seemed easier knowing that my wanting would never be satisfied and ( Read more... ) -
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So it's been a few weeks things have been pretty busy long hours lots of projects going on I'm trying to keep up and not let things slip through the cracks... However I still yearn for intimate closeness but timing is always the factor or there is no want of me. The conversation has dwindled and the weeks are getting warmer. I just need to get you ( Read more... ) -
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Ok so the last grad nite event is over and done with and now I've been playing catch up for the past few days and have discovered a few things ... First ppl are idiots we are paid more that most hourly employees one because of technical skills and two because of common sense what boggles my mind is how ppl manage to keep their jobs with neither and ( Read more... ) -
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So work has been exhausting and though you have been on my mind I have stayed away last week I get a random email no biggie today I stand in front of you and the look on your face is of Distain I make things easy I'm here if you want me come get me if not tell me and I'll disappear. Quit being childish about it
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Yeah I've been working my ass of and I get random email hope all is well ok ... Today I appear in front of you and the look on your face is of Distain then you tell me I look great and you were happy to see me ... Really I make things easy for ppl and they have to do is say the word and I'm out of your hair why does everyone else make it so hard ( Read more... ) -
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Overnight work this week and my body already hurts we'll just have to see how this goes.
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