Life has been busy. Moving in is a mess and my classes are going crazy now! I just hate how they line up exams so they are all in one week. Never ever get to rest. No rest for the wicked. I must be wicked. Wicked hot that is! I gotta post pictures of me from Erotica ball. I'm smokin' hot, if I do say so myself. Call me narcissus but I love looking ( Read more... )

I love life. or maybe it's the rush of blood to the head that is telling me otherwise. my favorite activity for the past few weeks has been practicing my head/hand stands. But now i'm itchy from rolling around on the grass. There is so much studying for me to do. I think I have lice on me from my back yard. I need to shower!!

So lately I've been having these sometimes disconcerting, sometimes erotic, sometimes unnerving dreams. Each time I visit the other side I come back with hunting images of creatures that reside within my mentality. I question my psyche and my intentions. I don't know what to make of it. The only thing that is common between these dreams are that ( Read more... )

New man prospect. As of thus far, he fits all required descriptions. I'm impressed and frankly, I'm happy. I have awesome friends (both of you!), family, and now (maybe) somebody special. I feel good and I'm goin to bed so that I can wake up for skool tomorrow.

I feel like a stupid fuck because I just failed the shit out of my chem exam. After I took that exam, I went to the bathroom and cried. Then during lab, I had to leave because I couldn't stop thinking about my failing grade. And the last two quizzes that I royally fucked. I feel really bad, really chaotic, and I feel like dying.

Well, I keep having these dreams. Romantic, erotic, reoccurring! Who needs a real boyfriend when one keeps visiting you in your dreams? I guess not me, since I avoid him like the plague when I actually do see him. If he gave me clearance, I'd be all over it. But instead of talking to him and trying to get to know him, I am at minimal, polite. I'm ( Read more... )

Call me Corn. I had to write this for class, and understandable, it was the most difficult thing I've ever had to bullshit. I do recalling telling John during our relationship that "I have no idea what the fuck love is." I still don't . Maybe I do, maybe (most likely) I don't. I had been trying to avoid thinking about love. I don't have time to go ( Read more... )

I think my wisdom teeth are growing in. ....The left side. The right side didn't hurt, it kinda itched and felt strangely pleasant. Blah. I feel so fucking stupid. My GPA is below a 3.00. Only 0.3 away, but I still feel like a retard.

AND NOW...WATCH THIS
http://www.youtube.com/ ( Read more... )

So, life goes on. I didn't get the grade I wanted in chem, but...Orgo feels more promising. I'm advancing at work, I'm getting trained in behavioral testing and surgery prep. AND, I'm going to see Skinny Puppy with Chris. The only thing getting me down is the random gossip that flies around, but...that can be ignored. Since life is doing so well in ( Read more... )

Ya know what? I try so hard to be nice, since I know I have not always been that in the past. So I shouldn't be suprised when I hear not so nice things about me floating around. (There is a REALLY cute baby standing at the computer across from me. He's distracting me with his complete awesome cuteness. I love when babies coo! but anyways...) So, I' ( Read more... )