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Hello back from a so so so long break
Wow, my past entries were very melancholy. Now is the time to have a emotional outlet of being stuck inside because of this Covid19 pandemic. I still struggle with the same demons that I had when I was younger. I just don't know what is happening. I still feel lost. How are you?
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school is so tiring
I am so tired of school. I want to be doing something meaningful than working on homework. I need social interaction. I miss hanging with friends and family. My family and friends live far away and they are busy with life. Motivation is hard to come by for me. -
Living for others
Do ever feel like that other people run your life? I feel like I live to make my parents, family, friends, and society happy. I put on mask that they expect me to be. I conform to what the world is telling me to be in the way of how I act and dress. I want others to be happy but I lose who I really am. I wish I was not afraid to show my true self. ( Read more... ) -
Damage Friendship
It hurts to know that our times together will never be the same as they were in the past. You were a big part of my world and now that we are separated, time and life changes the feelings we have toward one another. However, I will still have memories of what was the very close friendship. I wanted it to be the same but, you have changed. Maybe, I ( Read more... )