sheeww what a day... oh and Hi LJ... I don't seem to like the way things are going.

When you are the type of person who battles depression as frequent as I do, it is just something you get comfortable with.... but never comfortable enough to get use to it, I just stick it on a routine. Sure I'm a bitch and fruit loopy at times, but an individual yes. I've been on LJ for many years and don't / haven't had the motivation to really ( Read more... )

for the first time in nearly five years, i didn't have a significant other to christmas shop for, and that hurts. i'm to the point of being burnt out and not wanting to get out of the bed and focus. its not the fact of being with someone, its being able to love someone. i also feel like i am finally strong enough to take my life into my own ( Read more... )

ok, So... it has been nine months... STILL SINGLE! Durheurhrhhruhr. I feel like a fucking retard. No seriously. I haven't been getting a super-lot of sleep over the past few days and the house is a WRECK. I'm still doing the drag thing and still looking for that person to make me happy ( Read more... )

i had a great bithday week. i was so glad that jack came to richmond to visit. i hated to see him go because it is only about twice a year i get to see him and abby........ but we had a great time and i laughed my ass off.... god ( Read more... )

welcome home.

ok, i have had the first, now the rest are to try and not get fired from my REAL JOB i guess. i am having hell days... i guess you would call it "drama". i try and do the right thing and put my notice in and then i get crapped on even more.

i need a nap but cant seem to go to sleep. things need to change...

they have too.

i feel like thanks to myspace that this is really the only place that i can go to unload ( Read more... )

know me as eric or sharon? which one do you like better ( Read more... )

anyone knows what the fuck i am going thru right now and i can't really talk to anyone about it. it's to the point where its a toss up again for me just to give up and give out. i'm tired of pulling the 12 hour days, the worn down sick feeling, the drag 3 nights a week, and even more so..... the drag isn't as bad as the worst part.... being ( Read more... )