so this is a poem i wrote a long time ago, but seems to fit with my current frame of mind ( Read more... )

so, i got my period today which means that i will have it for half the time that raes here...my friend told me that if you have sex with a guy a few days before your period, you will get it that day insteed. If this is true, i guess its cool, but theres no way in hell that im gonna cheat on rae just so that im not on my period when she comes. What ( Read more... )

so i leave for home tomorrow and im actually more excited to go home than ive ever been, i think. this is very strange as it's been much less than a yr since the last time i went home and usually, i only get to go once. anyway, im excited about seeing my puppy and my friends and family. i am thinking about telling my dad that im gay when i go home ( Read more... )

what do you do when you know someone is doing something thats wrong for them but you know they wont listen to you? thats my prob with rae right now. i know she shouldnt be at OPSU and i know that the little money she does have shes spending wrong...but you cant tell a grown woman that the decisions shes making arent right. She would get mad if i ( Read more... )

I love tammi...she is the fuckin shiznit!

so guys, if there is like, one of you guys' entries that i love and want to keep seperate...how do i do that? isnt that memories? but i cant figure out how to get the entry to the memories part of LJ....can someone who's been using LJ a while or who isnt PC illiterate help me? thanks.
Clo

i was gonna update tonight and i promised a lot of people but im too tired for one of my HUGE updates, so i will try to do it tomorrow....sorry P, about the phone thing...i actually did not decide to play cards, my mom asked me to replace her and thats when you called....so sorry......butill try to catch you tomorrow....

so, i got to my grandma's after a very long weekend. the car ride went fast because i slept most of the way. today, finally got to sleep in, so i wol=ke up at 12:30...what a relief. i went to the library and checked out about a boy and the perks of being a wallflower. also got some dvds, so am gonna watch gosford park tonight. ate dinner with aunt ( Read more... )

ok, so here's the deal: this morning i wake up at like 11h50, and have this really big urge to call richard. this is due to the fact that all week, when i DIDN'T get his answering machine, he was busy, either at a friend's bday party or at a bar, or restaurant. So, i finally got to talk to him and have a real conversation, which was cool. but so i ( Read more... )

so, its kinda creepy for me to write stuff here, cause I feel like everything I write has the potential to be analyzed and picked apart by whoever desires to do so. or that the wrong person will stumble upon my journal.but whatever, here it goes ( Read more... )