It seriously feels like no one gives a damn about my tears. All they want to see is the successful, smart, happy me. No one wants to deal with lonely, needy, depressed, helpless Lindsey. They'd rather just ignore it, not say anything. Grace, Gloria, David, everyone. My family. My friends. I'm almost dead. I'd rather be dead. I seriously think ( Read more... )

 I am so horribly sick. :( My whole body aches like crap. Why, God? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.