okay... hm. i haven't updated in a long time, except for the stupid shit i posted in indiana and quickly deleated... this may or may not be a long post ( Read more... )

happy happy happy i just bought my plane ticket, YES ( Read more... )

i am so happy and content, i can hardly remember the last time i felt like this, i am so in love with my fake internet boyfriend ( Read more... )

hello everybody ( Read more... )

hello9 lovlys i hope your all doing well ( Read more... )

oh my god, oh my god. today my mum gave me a old box camera that was made from 1908-1922, fuck thats cool. i can't wait to try it out, it seems to be working good. it takes sheet film, i don't know where to get it, but i think they still make it... it's just a black box with a view finder on the top and left side... i need more cameras from the 20' ( Read more... )

i think i'm gonna drop out of school.

none of my boys are online. ): sad. ive been flirting constantly with like five guys. i'm so pimp. my fake internet boyfriend rocks. i wish i could meet boys as nice as my online guys in san diego. bleh. ive been thinking of doing some pureifacation and love rituals. just to kinda cleanse me a little i'm so stuck in not a good place ( Read more... )

update on the last week - i was feeling depressed and ryan offerd to come pick me up i was quite stoned and went over to his house and it was fun he showed me videos and made me feel much better, i gave him one of my fun pills and i took two and then i blacked out like two hours later so i don't remember what happened next ryan took me home and i ( Read more... )

i keep comming up with idea's for photo shoots that just aren't practical i really want to shoot some film. i think i really need to work on staging photo shoots, cause that last one with alexis didn't come out good and i think it was cause i didn't take enough control over the situation ( Read more... )