belive it or not ive changed alot these past weeks, ive realized alot more what i want and ive actually not wanted to die. but um anyway. this is my last post here. i think it's time to get a new journal this one depresses me.

hm i'd post something cool ive made but i don't feel like it.

/me blows kisses.

bye everyone <3

<3
sera

i need to go shooping and get some new clothes, i should really finish throwing away the clothes on my floor first but i wanted to try to get some money for some of the nicer stuff/ give it to people that want it, rather than just tossing it out, but all those stores that buy clothes don't buy fat peoples clothes. i mostly just wanna get rid of the ( Read more... )

what the hell i have mtv2 now... weird...

hm... something weird happened... okay yesterday this channel was discovery health, well today it's noggn, and degrassi is on next.. i'm kinda confused, but i guess i'm not really complaneing ( Read more... )

today i spent a million zillion dollars ( Read more... )

today i went to go buy a pink tv. they didn't have anymore ( Read more... )

my familes dog decided to chew up the bell jar, oh well i guess i was going book shopping anyway ( Read more... )

hm, not much up, ive just been drinking and smoking weed and playing video games, and looking for an apartment, no luck yet.

this post was really just so i could talk about how much i want these shoes...

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looking for a place to live fucking sucks. mostly cause i'm so poor. i really don't wanna live with other people but it looks like i am gonna have to, plus my mum is fucking pushing for me to have roommates, sera doesn't want that damnit... the only place i can find cheep roomates is near the college there where ryan lives, stupid fucking not being ( Read more... )

i really need a workout/yoga buddy, it's hard to keep motivated... i am going to start a food journal tomorrow. my goal is 30 pounds by my birthday.

cw: 193
hw: 235
lw: 107
sgw: 170
lgw: 145
really long term goal weight 115.