i am so sorry i havent really written in this thing in a while. i've been really busy! i've been doing alot with derek and seeing some of jenny. mostly derek tho. the other day he took me down to this nice bistro and we ate $200 worht of food. the place was very posh so i didnt eat as much as it sounds. after that we walked on the beach and told me ( Read more... )

Nothing new here! just thought i'd post because jenny yells at me when i dont. SORRY JENN!

but yea, got nothing to say, besides i love derek so much..so yea... just letting u guys know im alive!

-jan

the past few days ive been spending alot of time with derek. he is so sweet! we clicked instantly, i swear. he have so far eaten alot of sushi, surfed and well..hehe u know....0XD he is really too good to be true. u know why? well...i got a letter today. u will never guess from who!! yea, derek. he sent me a little love letter in the mail!! its ( Read more... )

oh man today was so awesome. i met this really hot guy names derek. he came into the bar tongiht and we really hit it off. he gave me his number and i dont know if i want to call him. he is so hot tho. let me tell u! hes like really tall and has black hair and green eyes and the hottest ass u have ever seen! god i want to do him so hard. ^_ ( Read more... )

oh what an exhausting day. i did alot of house work because it really needed to be done. go me. i cleaned all of my appartment and put all my old clothes in bags for the poor children. then i saw this spider in my closet and i screamed and screamed and eventually i killed it but it was the scariest damn thing ever ( Read more... )

HAPPY BITRHDAY TO MEEE! <33

im gunna go celebrate with my girls tonght at the bar. i hope i get alot of presents this time!

yea, i decided to start using this thing again ^^

-birthday jan

i just got back from kentucky. i went to go see my grandma and her farm. yea, who would have thought my asian grandma would have one of those instead of her own sushi place? i rode this one horse that was white. her anme was yang yang. im gunna miss that horse. i also alot of fried chickennnn! gotta love the kinda south ( Read more... )

im going to kentucky for a while to visit my grandma. she isnt feeling too great and she could sure use the company..yea as much as i couls sure use some fried chicken in my belly!!

goodbye hawaii

-jan

why must my life be so hard? no matter how much effort i put into things they come crashing down on me in the end ( Read more... )