so i've decided to not go to william and mary next year, and part of me feels miserable about that decision. jack got into UVA and told me that he was going to go there in the fall, and i finally realized that a lot of why i wanted to go to W&M was because jack was going to be at a virginia school. i know that deciding to stay at smith will affect ( Read more... )

i got into william and mary ( Read more... )

everyone is thinking they're alone ( Read more... )

this past weekend: went to tufts/boston. had great sex. saw belle and sebastian at the avalon ( Read more... )

my dad's current girlfriend's name is royal. what the fuck ( Read more... )

i did it. i mailed my transfer application for william and mary this morning. i would have saved myself $14 for overnighting it if i had completed it online. but for some reason, i felt that i was taking a bigger risk and actually facing the decisions i have to make by filling it out with my own hand and writing the address on the envelope. like by ( Read more... )

i think i'm depressed.

maybe i just need to learn how to make friends. i'd be a lot happier if i did.

jen rearranged the room so it looks 10x bigger than it did last semester. quite a few people switched rooms, so jen and i are the only double on the third floor now. like 90% of the people living on campus have singles, which makes me sad if i think about it. i really like living with jen. she's not normally someone id be friends with, but she just ( Read more... )

i love visiting tufts. i love all of jack's friends and how they make me feel right at home. being in boston, or massachusetts in general, just makes me feel whole. there's something about the city that makes me feel like its where i belong. that's probably why i find it difficult to consider going to a virginia school. but if i don't start to feel ( Read more... )

i haven't written in here since the summer, but i feel compelled to start again for unknown reasons ( Read more... )