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Fucking tired of being treated like some stupid kid. I fucking hate this home. Im really not so sure why in the hell i want to leave to the military. Its either one one of three things or all i swear ( Read more... ) -
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2011 has been really good despite all the negativity around my house. Outside this house my life going smoothly:). Ive had many many good times with some friends of mines. I havent really drank much this year it doesnt really interest me. Im starting to be myself alot more, only a lot more mature, i dont know :) i like the way i am. Sometimes. Im ( Read more... ) -
Update II
So here i am again, thinking to myself about random crap again. And yet here i am again about to go into a depression. Jesus i swear i dont know why, when im at my parents house i get like this. It fucking sucks, nothing i do is ever good enough. Nothing i say is ever right. And een when i dont say anything, they wonder wtf is wrong with me and ask ( Read more... ) -
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So alot of things have happened since my last post, for starters i no longer live with my gf. I decided to move out because of her rebel behavior, but shes all better now and we continue to date. Weve had some major problems and we got thru them. I dont know yet if shes the one though ( Read more... ) -
FMA
Holy shit did anyone see Full Metal Alchemist?
it was a diffrent version last night on adult swim, i almost didnt pay attention cuz i thought it was a repeat... but i was wrong ! ^___^.. it was episode 1 too auuuush!
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life is good so far, i mean i still live with my psycho girl but its finally all getting back to normal, i dont fight with her as much anymore, and i really dont care, i tend to ignore from time to time ( Read more... ) -
isolation
ive become a little bit isolated. I no longer have contact with the outside world. my friends became strangers, and some dont even bother to talk to me ( Read more... ) -
moving in
Moved in.
everythings so calm, quiet, and dull.
we get along great.
its relaxing. worry-free.
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Relationships
I think i finally understand why relationships never work for me. My whole life i've been alone. Alot of that time I felt lonely and lost. I've felt that way so much, and for so long.. that, well, i got used to it. I got used to the idea that no one could ever like someone like me, much less love someone like me. I know it sounds dumb, and perhaps ( Read more... )