Jesus, I`m ready to come home.

And there are times when I wonder ( Read more... )

If you`re my friend on myspace, add my new account.
I got stoned the other day & changed my password for some ungodly reason & now I can`t remember it & myspace won`t send me the email telling me what it is. So I gave up & made a new one.

ADD ME.

www.myspace.com/carlymarzee

Something BEAUTIFUL
&
something FREE.

My heart fucking hurts.
I can`t breathe.

I fucking hate everyone.
I hate drama.
I hate Zach & Brett & Paul. I want to rip their hearts out & spit on them.

I hate being someone else`s dirty little secret.

This is bad. I want to bleed.
I want to make myself bleed before
some stupid bitch I don`t know kicks my ass
for no goddamn reason.

OMFG I hate you.

i'm so sad right now.
i miss my little brother so much.

I need a shower.
mmmm.
sounds good.
I love/hate this 3 hour break I get between classes.

So, I have this superimporantbiglongholyfuckitsaghost paper due tomorrow,
& I haven't started it,
nor do I really know what I have to do.
It's gotta be like a million pages long.
FUCK.
I REALLY HATE COLLEGE.

I have decided on the really big tattoo I want on my side is going to be. I just need the money for it. damn. And I need money for the Deftones White Pony i want.

( NEW TATTOO IDEA )