so...what happened last week. well after work on tuesday, stan and i went to go get something to eat before we did the usual fridays adventure. needless to say, on the way to tampa to get food, we ran out of gas in his car not mine. we ended up not getting anything to eat and just going to fridays and we still ended up there kind of late. ( Read more... )

So, it's been awhile since I've updated. Let's see. I went to the Rascall Flatts concert on Saturday. That was so much fun. I was mad though at Stan because he was supposed to call me once he got there so we could meet up and tailgate. He said that he tried calling me 3 times. I don't necessarily think that was the case eventhough my phone ( Read more... )

what was i thinking when i signed up for classes again?

i don't understand. things always turn out the same way for me. why? why must my life be the way that it is. i think i deserve so much more than what has been handed to me. i know that i have been blessed with so much and i should be unbelievably grateful, but sometimes i just wonder why other parts of my life are lacking. i don't understand ( Read more... )

so today i was really sad. i odn't know why really. i cried all the way to work. and i couldn't help it. as soon as i walked in, jamie noticed something was wrong and i couldn't even say why i was so upset. i guess it's just everything hitting me all at once. stan came in to eat today with his mom, sister and jake. they sat in my section. ( Read more... )

So, it has been awhile since I've updated. I just got back from Michigan. The trip was alright but I'm definitely glad to be back. I'm doing my audition tomorrow for the trainer position. I just found out today that I had it, so it should prove to be interesting. On Tuesday, I have to go to Lakeland for the trainer seminar and for whatever it ( Read more... )

Well last night I went to the events at the house. After I went to the bowling party my work had and then to Obriens with everyone. Let's just say that I don't remember much from last night and it was really bad. I did take some pictures and I got one of myself and stan. The sad part is I don't remember taking it. I really do not want to go in ( Read more... )

I just stumbled upon pictures of him and her and the new baby. finding these by accident has torn me apart. i thought i would ok. i thought i was completely over it. i guess i was wrong. i'm glad that i didn't see them in person first because my reaction would not have been great. i cried.

so the other night, jamie and i went over to stan and derrick's house. jamie was staying there that night but i went inside just to hang out for awhile. well, we walked in and the boys were watching tv and just lounging around. but they made both of us feel somewhat uncomfortable and like we weren't wanted there. so after about 5 minutes jamie ( Read more... )

well tonight dustin called and told me that i should go to fridays and then to an after party at his house. i said i wasn't sure. i talked to jamie and we agreed that we would go with stan and derrick to fridays. well stan dropped jamie off and stayed until we were ready to go to his house. we got there and he went to get ready and i found out ( Read more... )