So I've decided to let go. I've thought about it a lot and it's time. I've deleted everything in my life that has me connected to him. I'm putting things away so that way I won't think of him anymore. I've come to the realization that I will probably never talk to him again. And I'm ok with that. I've come to the realization that I will ( Read more... )

you would think i would have learned my lesson by now. i'm a stupid girl. i do stupid things when i'm drunk. i am never drinking again. that is all.

i'm so mad at myself right now because i've done it again. i've fallen for my best friend. he is the best. i've been trying to figure out if it's him that i've fallen for or just having him around and i've realized in the process that it's him. the problem....he's still wrapped up in this girl and he finally was over it and she comes back around ( Read more... )

why can't people say what they mean and mean what they say. i don't understand the point of not saying what you feel.

i know i don't update often, but there is so much nonsense that goes on through my day, that i don't feel the need to update. everytime i do though, i feel as though i'm venting and i guess thats why i have this in the first place. so, on with me rambling and getting my thoughts out ( Read more... )

I don't fucking get guys....I mean, if you like someone and you know they like you, then what's the point of playing games. Why don't you do something about it? AAHHHH!!!! Just for the record....I HATE GUYS!!!

so my best friend just called me to tell me she got engaged. its like another one down and i'm not even close. don't get me wrong, i'm super excited for her. i'm excited because she asked me to be her maid of honor but yet i'm so sad. its like she's so incredibly happy, why do things like this never happen to me? i mean i'm still worrying that ( Read more... )

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so on tuesday i made out with that guy from work. whatever. well he called me 4 times and we tried to hang out but it just didnt work. well yesterday i called him and told him that some of us were going to obriens...he said he would be there after work. we talk some and when i went to leave, he did too. he comes over, gives me a hug and kisses ( Read more... )

so saturday night i went out with jon and three of his friends. it was a lot of fun. my drinks were paid for and we got vip in a couple clubs. jon is so much fun. i'm so glad that i'm bringing him to connies wedding ( Read more... )