so today i get to work and just know that i'm going to be shift captain. then my manager walks by me and asks if later on in the night if he could have a talk with me. of course it makes me nervous that i got a bad fan survey. and the last few people who have gotten bad ones have gotten into a lot of trouble. well then another manager told me ( Read more... )

i confess, i have a crush.

So tonight was somewhat odd. Let me go in order of the night. We were ridiculously slow at work tonight. Not a big deal because we just basically messed around the whole night. I unfortunately was the shift captain so I had to close. I was talking to this girl, Jaime, at work today and she asked me if I had a boyfriend. I thought it was kind ( Read more... )

today i signed up to take the gre in a week and a half. depending on how well i do depends on if i am able to apply to grad school. and i won't be able to take it over for a month after the first time. hopefully i'll do well enough on the first try. all i will be doing for the next week is studying. if anyone has tips, let me know.

So I've come to a realization yet again. I've realized that since graduating, I have nothing exciting. I'm still working at the same job. I haven't really applied to anything else. I don't know what kind of job I want and I still have no idea what I want to do with my life. I am think of grad school. I'm trying to get my applications ready yet ( Read more... )

i really just dont understand boys. they really dont make sense to me. all of them. they all are the same. like i dont talk to this guy for 2 weeks and then he im's me and then is upset that i leave b/c i dont feel good. i'm sorry, but my life doesn't revolve around you. i dont feel good. maybe you should have talked to me 2 weeks ago. ( Read more... )

i dont feel good....i'm getting sick

After hanging out with Mike the other day, I felt as though we were just friends. I felt like I wasn't harboring any feelings towards him. But when I think about it, I realize that isn't the case at all. Because when I hugged him, I realize that I still close my eyes, take a deep breath and it seems like it lasts forever. Why is it that even ( Read more... )

despite everyone's advice, i went out with him tonight. luckily we went out with one of his friends. it was good. it was awkward at first, but after awhile it really felt as though we were friends. i didnt have the same feelings towards him. at least i don't think i did. but it was nice to be able to hang out with him again. i'm just really ( Read more... )

So I talked to Mike today and we are supposed to be getting together tomorrow night. It's good because that gives me some plans to get my mind off not being in chapter. But I still am unsure on whether I should hang out with him or not. She knows that we have talked that we are planning on hanging out. But is it right? Is it the right thing ( Read more... )