isnt it funny how when ur going out with a guy and him and ur best friend hate eachother, then once yall break up ... ur EX and ur best friend *whom used 2 dislike eachother* are the best of friends ....i think its rather funny. i think it rather funny how my best friend and my EX get along so well and i hardly talk to my EX anymore *which i duno ( Read more... )

i did it, i actually did it...i cut it all off! 10 inches baby!!! haha, well laur went with me, and omg...they out it up in a low pony tail, and then i heard it cut! omg i heard it cut!!! i was shaking sooo bad, worse then the 1st time i saw matthew!!!!! haha, then they styled it, and wow.......it looks crazy, but nice....anyways, i showed matthew ( Read more... )

so yea, might i just add that i love my girls......they always put me in a much better mood...i spent the night at laurs house, so much fun...i believe that we spent the entire 2days talkin about briley and josh....never realized how much we both like thoes guyz.....but i said everything, and it felt so good...i ahvent said my true feelings about ( Read more... )

ok, so lots happpened today, mainly between laur and amber...i duno. today was such a great day then that 1 bad thing happened, i dont wanna say anything bout that problem cuz i dont kno all of the details, and id just rather not talk about it ( Read more... )

ok...lots have happened since my last entry, i found out that i was mainly jealous of laur...so i thought that josh started liking her.....well i was only jealous cuz laur and josh all of the sudden started getting close, or wutever. but no, he dosent like her...and she's crazy for briley! i told matthew that josh had taken some of his feelings ( Read more... )

ok....so laur told josh about my OPINION bout him liking her....i thought he did, but i dont kno now i think he got kinda ticked at it cuz laur was all like :sarah has this crazy idea that u like me...is she crazy or wut?!" and he said "omg..i cant do anyhting, i guess ill just go back to isolating myself"then he signed off.....i dont want him to ( Read more... )

omg.....im so fuckin blind! i should have seen it, im so selfish and self centered i didnt even relize that josh is fallin for laur. well at least i think he is. he talkes to her more, gives her more hugs, comment her on her xanga and probably my space also, and he called her up a few dayz ago askin her if she wanted to go to aquire the fire with ( Read more... )

So.....i saw him today!!! made me happy....he found a note i wrote to him, but he didn't read it...he knew that their was something about him in the note but he dosent kno that it was ment for him, and that the entire note was about my feeling towards him....so yea, it was a usual note...haha...not really, but o well...im tryin to think poitive ( Read more... )

ok..so last night i talked to matthew....the conversation was goin great until he started sayin "i love you" and i was replying to that by saying "im know and it makes me happy to hear it". he got quiet and was all like i have a feeling that your avoyding saying it back....i didnt really reply back to that....after a while i asked him how does he ( Read more... )

wow.....so yea...been 4ever since i updated...i kno 4 a fact that no1 comes and reads this thing, so i guess thats y im updatin....lol....just to talk 2 myself....no1 has to kno....i dont believe that anyone even rembers that i still have this thingy ( Read more... )