I can't help but notice how strange this is. As I am extremely happy and pleased with the way my life is, it is so depressing. For the first time in my life, I really care about someone. I want to spend all my time with her.. I love being with her and I can honestly say I have never felt this before. I've had my fun with girls and it has really ( Read more... )

That was probably the biggest slap in the face for me ever. Congratulations... I hope you're proud. If things are ever to go back to the way they were, you're going to have to amaze me.

I feel like giving up. I feel useless and purposeless. For some reason I feel like I have this burden to do something different and to make something of myself. I don't know where it comes from but it's extremely depressing. I know that I wasn't born into a shitty life or anything. I understand that I'm lucky and that I could've been born like ( Read more... )

if I were to tell you I found it ( Read more... )

Northbound and off target
I'm not gonna tell you again
Two poles, so similar in style
Both pulling at every end.
We knew about last days,
Head aches, and tapestries,
New lives, or two wives
To forget about happenings.
Martes come, and I'll be done
Swallow time and disreguard fun.
...It was never fitted anyway.
But then again, who are You to say?

I've traded hands ( Read more... )

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I just spent a good couple hours on this...


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This is what you've wanted ( Read more... )