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pscho babble mach II
Well, Okay I still have issues with my body, but you know what, I went out the other day to spend some time with my friends and on that day I didnt feel like shit. I felt that I was young and beautiful and that it didnt matter if i didnt get any skinnier, i didnt care that mike was watching music videos or catwalk models in lingerie, infact i ( Read more... ) -
boring rant
Its not fair, I dont feel very well, I dont want to write a literature review for my dissertation. I want to be normal, with a normal job and normal feelings and stuff.
Im just whinging really.
Im grateful to have the life that I have. Things could be a lot worse.... -
psycho babble
Why do i want to kill myself every time I see a catwalk model in lingerie ( Read more... ) -
If you dont want to know about PMT look away now...
Omigod, I hate periods so much. I had a friend once who was studying psychology and she told me that her male tutor told the class that PMT didnt exist!!!!! We all know thats rubbish. I have had such a shitty day, but nothing bad has happened I just feel like crap. I cant walk past the mirror without being assaulted by this gremlin that screams oh ( Read more... ) -
Well here we are again...
Its the other side of Crimbo and im failing miserably to kick myself up the arse, I keep meaning to do things then forgetting. I know I shouldnt be this lethargic ( Read more... ) -
humpf
God Im so fed up, one thing goes right, then everything falls appart!! I got my life on track, my relationship is working well and everything is rosy in the garden. We are really looking forward to moving then Dewi says that he doesent want to move cos he has just got himself a girlfriend, so now dewi is stressed, which is not a good idea cos he is ( Read more... ) -
Whinge
Well, I dont like to whinge too much, but I have had a rubbish day. I came on thismorning, then I had to go to work. My boss refused to let me go to the toilet for two hours, so when I eventually got there I was in a right state, I didnt know whether to stab him, punch him, call him a rude name, walk out or sit on the floor and cry ( Read more... ) -
Bouncy as ever
Wow, I've been so buisy!! I went to cwmbran (which is near Cardiff) to visit my family, I was there for a week and I went with Mike, all that week we were like loves young dream, we seem to have found our natural groove now, mainly cause I have been standing up for myself so well!! We are moving to my mums house in June, thing is that she lives 90 ( Read more... ) -
Headfuck country population O :-)
My head doctor says that I am cured. I need four more sessions which will focus on relapse prevention. I am apparently no longer certifiable, the voices in my head should subside any day now (only joking!) I feel like someone has just looked at me and said, right, you're cured. Its great, given me a new lease of life and a hankering for self ( Read more... ) -
Autumn Daze
The light fades from another crazy day, into a canopy of beige in the east and pink in the west. I sit under this sky and every inch of my body yearns for the freedom that being in that cloudless sky would afford. The garden bench is wet from a blanket of freshly fallen autumn leaves; I can feel the water seeping through my jeans and into my ( Read more... )