OK soo we get a break..its all good and everything. Wensday i went over to RACHEL'S  and i watched american history x......OMG its is such a goood ass movie everyone should watch that movie....thomas was right! we also went to hang out at serndipty's with mike ooo soo much funn ......met this one guy i think his name is james? he is such a freakin ( Read more... )

                                         the other day i passed by ur house and it made me fell upset ....it brought back toooo many memories .......from when the first time i when over there til the last time i spent the nite. You were my everything ..i could have called you when i felt like shit and you were the person who turned my world upside ( Read more... )

i want u soo bad but i cant have u .................

cuz ur dead!

y ..y would god let him do that to himself ......if i was there i would take all his pain away from him i would b there and let him know that he isnt the only one in pain ..that ill b the one to take his pain away jus to keep him alive and here.....the things we do for the ( Read more... )

last nite was pretty messed up...i fucking love teri and brianne ...soo this is how it went ( Read more... )

well guys r stupid ( Read more... )

I would drive on to the end with you ( Read more... )

I fucking LOVE RACHEL MENGER with alll of heart and i love my life. i love being in love and being loved. sometimes i wounder do i need this but i doo i do... i need everything cuz i am VANESSAA ( Read more... )

yeahh soo lately i just hate people like im probably the most fakest person that i have every known. I talk sooo much shit about people its crazy and its not like i mean to do it i jus do ....if someone pisses me off then i will try to make there life a living HELL ( Read more... )

okk soo wat now .......things have gotta soo boring ......i cant stop thinkin about the whole thing and how its really happening.... when i first found out i kinda thought it was all a joke but now i dont kno at to think ( Read more... )

okk soo its been a long time and a lot of shit has happened me getting grounded, parties, drama, boys. I FUCKING HATE GUYS ( Read more... )