today was my last day of high school. I dont think i will miss it. Im so ready to graduate and get on with my life, but i really wonder what college is really like

tomorrows the day.
the first day of me being scared
the first day of knowing he is watching me.
the day he's going to call and ask me to come and pick him up.

so one of my worst dreams is going to take place this week, anad it will be here all spring break.

i can finally go outside and not worry about falling.

my mom had a big meltdown last night and im scared that its going to happen again tonight and this time my dad isnt here to comfort me. this is going to suck.

still moving...........

so i guess its for sure that i am moving this summer. And who i may be leaving next to is some of ours worst nightmare.

having no back deck and just a door to walk out of and fall is interesting. but having scary older men in your yard all day is not so interesting.

Hannah and Ryan i got prom shoes and banquet shoes, so im all good to go.

work was ok it could have been worse but it could have been better

So i have waitedb for two weeks to hear from this lady about the job at sunrise, and well i found out today that i start on Monday and work from 3:30 to about 6:30 (whenever my room is clean). So 3:30-6:30??? on Monday, Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday. And on Tuesday i work from 4:30- 6:30??? (after sectionals).

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so ya an inmate (sp) called my house last night and he wasted his only call by calling the wrong number.

Applying Tonight or at least Soon. Or she may end my life.

oh how i dislike my mom sometimes. she blammed me all for this stupid stuff when its not all my fault its also hers. oh my freaking god. urgggggggggggggggggg