I am a empty shell. The happiness I feel is only in my head, for my mind is here but my heart is not. That is how I feel.

I was just reading through my LiveJournal, and realized I had some really good advice written in there: "Life sucks. Make the best of it." In light of everything that's happened, I suppose I should just make the best of it, like I once told others to do. I suppose it's a good idea just the same, and I'm glad at least SOME good came out of my having ( Read more... )

This entry is directed at Hayley, so I hope she gets this ( Read more... )

Well, I'm not sure exactly why I'm back on this site typing again... no one really responds anymore. I think I've lost contact with my friends... some that really mattered to me. I want them to know how much I miss them, so I can only hope that Hayley does read this, and relays it to Tal, Zach, Doug, Josh, and most importantly, to herself. I want ( Read more... )

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I know I haven't made any entries in a while, partly because it's now summer. oddly enough, all this free time doesn't give me enough time for other things. The other reason I haven't made any entries is because Live Journal reminds me of Hayley... not that I don't want to be reminded of Hayley, mind you, but I know (as should everyone else by now ( Read more... )

I guess it's been awhile since my last entry... but I've been trying to catch up on school work these last few weeks of school. I'm a little worried about my science grade, but I'll think of something. I spoke of the phone last night for over five hours. That was fun... sort of. I almost fell asleep a couple of times while I was talking. I really ( Read more... )

This entry has been deleted because I was blinded by my emotions at the time I wrote it, and thusly did not realize the repercussions it would have. Sorry everyone!

I have just been informed on how insensitive I really am. I would like to take this moment to blame my friends for the corruption they've planted in me. I'm sorry to everyone I've hurt and maybe it would be better if I never soke with any of them again.

Argh! I was going to make an entry on April 1, but I forgot, so whatever. That was my birthday. So far I've managed to make $45 by doing nothing (birthday money). I haven't gotten a present from Hayley, and I hope it stays that way. I want to get her something for her birthday, but the thing I want to get her isn't coming out until the 15th of May ( Read more... )