WOW. this was not what i was expecting...i kinda liked it...is that bad to admit? lol...he he he...yes, i am a nerd, a dork, and a BIG loser...and you need to get better musical tastes ( Read more... )

i heart Jimmy eat world. I am going to learn how to play this song on the guitar if it fucking kills me ( Read more... )

I kind of wish i could just go a few days without crying. It might make things just a smidge easier. i wish i didn't have things to cry about. like, if people (who shall remain nameless) decide to be mad at me, and start concentrating on 'all the good things in their life' like ... Other people (names also withheld) and just feel a knot in their ( Read more... )

i only have a few things that i need to do before i die. these include ( Read more... )

I'm tired of drama. Can't you just let things go? Can't you just relax? just say 'I'm sorry'? what is wrong with you? can't you see that you are tearing eachother apart? you don't know what real pain is, just open your goddamn eyes and see how your actions affect other people for once in your 'perfect' life, with your little fake dramas, your ( Read more... )

i have never felt so sad...i miss Florida so much. i met a lot of new people, strengthened friendships with people i already knew, and figured out a lot of things about my family. i miss you, mike! and to tom: i'm sorry if i pissed you off because you got in trouble. life goes on. what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. and in the wise words of ( Read more... )

it's christmas! i got a guitar...and i only know how to play three cords. i will learn, that's my new year's resolution. i hope that i will be able to go out for new years. i think that i will, i mean, my mom will be out partying, so i don't think it matters to her what i do, as long as i don't come home pregnant (lol, yay for Patrick's advice) ( Read more... )

i'm in FLORIDA! yay! okay, there goes one of my cute words. i've decided i'm only allowed 10 per day...i don't know how well that will work, but oh well...it's kinda cold down here, only about 65 degrees, but i guess that's better than the ten in Kentucky...ha ha guys...lol, just kidding. i would miss the snow and cold if i moved down here. but ( Read more... )

i don't think i can stand it anymore. everytime i tell this person something, it feels like a lie. karyn and jessica and a few other people know who i'm talking about. the person is sitting right beside of me, and i don't i can lie to them anymore. not just that, they are always getting mad at me for the fucking stupidest reasons. i'm not the only ( Read more... )

oh. my. god. whoever wrote that immature note, and put it in Nmeli's locker needs to get punched in the fucking face. if you aren't scared to call her a nigger on paper, you had better have the fucking balls to say it to her face. and don't take a little pussy way around it, saying it without any teachers or friends around, because that is absolute ( Read more... )