I hate this. I hate this more than anything. I just want to come home, to escape the mess that is going on down here. Why did she have to get involved? One thing that was perfect, ONE thing that actually was mine, and she had to have it for herself. She already had it. That's why she's still fucking married. Thanks for ruining everything. Don't ( Read more... )

The only reason this is painful is because i've seen it before ( Read more... )

Restless. Impatient. Ready. Beautiful. Frustrated. Unappreciative. Whore. Immature. Survivor. Child.

Alive.

Hmm..just finished a book, listening to Madonna ::like a prayer:: ::material girl:: my favorite. my grandmother is napping...i have to get her ready to move, because she is coming to live with us in Kentucky. She's dying, and rather quickly, i'm afraid. i don't think she'll make it to my next birthday...Her breathing is awful, and her overall ( Read more... )

okay. ::rudeness off:: i am kinda bored. it's raining, nothing much to do, because i can't go to the beach...oh wait! i can play my guitar! sweet! i'm really excited that we are back together again...i wish all relationships worked like that....you get parted for a few months and then you automatically realize how much you missed eachother while ( Read more... )

So this finally gets to be a 'real' depressed lj entry. I am determined to be a happy buddhist. Tom is at prom. with a girl. party-ing it up. Screw being a buddhist. LIFE IS A BIG FASCIMILE OF A SHAM OF A POO. (this is from some very...er...interesting books)this sucks. still don't feel better. He is perfect. He was once mine. Why isn't he anymore ( Read more... )

Well, there are many pros and cons to the end of school

(+)
-Florida
-Freedom
-No Oberfurhur Teachers with their fascist regime (aka fish)
-No more bull shit from people
-No more putting up with the bullshit that people decide to talk about.

(-)
-Lonliness
-...yeah, that's about it.

-CB

Yay. Testing is over. I came home from school today, thinking it was going to be a great day, just like any of the others, but i guess i was expecting too much. Is it a contradiciton in terms to have a HAPPY live journal? is that illegal or something? oh well...here is my fav. poem of ALL time ( Read more... )

I hate UPS. My luggage isn't here until tomorrow. I can hardly sit down in the pants i have, but at least they are pants (no bare leg today!) so i am warmer...have a nice day.

I am definitely in Florida. This is Kick ass, minus the fact that SOME people decide NOT to pick up their phones. well, anyway, i must go. The beach is calling my name, ...Chloe...Chloe....Chloe...kay. yeah. kinda creepy ( Read more... )