channeling Holden Caulfield
most of the people I know are ridiculously insincere. thank you

"Nobody's very big in the first place, and it looks to me like everybody spends their whole life tearing everybody else down."

fuck you

stress tastes awful
one's outlook on life should not be something that changes as suddenly as the weather (cliches rule)


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if morals are to be taken into question, Bukowski wasn't a great guy, he was a womanizer and an alcoholic and he smoked too much, and he was kind of bitter but I guess that is what it takes to write sometimes (maybe I should follow his lead since I'm no Miller, Williams, Shakespeare incarnate, especially by next Monday... nah)

( hank poem )

and I can only cower

I'm looking through you
where did you go
I thought I knew you
what did I know
you don't look different
but you have changed
I'm looking through you
you're not the same

I miss being fifteen.

I wouldn't mind being a hermit. by nature I am a loner.

the world is a better place when there is sun


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"Compare your griefs with other men's and they will seem less"
please remember that.
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"all lies and jest, still the man hears what he wants to hear and disregards the rest." I wish I didn't hate my father; I don't like that I hate anyone. it's a really destructive, counterproductive emotion. and he doesn't even make me angry anymore, just beyond disappointed, helpless and hopeless. by the way I feel towards him you would think he ( Read more... )