Happy Birthday Jayna!

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOROTHY!

So. I've decided I'm finished with my "trying to be good" attempt. That didn't last long....in fact, it lasted only a few weeks until I gave up on it ( Read more... )

Some things to keep in mind next time I go to school ( Read more... )

( Pardon me while I burst into flames.... )

I’m getting less good at faking it. People in my family are noticing and asking what’s wrong. My friends give me invitations to talk, to cry. I love them for their caring, but I want to run from it. I have lost their language, their facility with words that convey feelings. I am in new territory and feel like a foreigner in theirs ( Read more... )

( The best thing ever )

Well, since I did this at the beginning of '04, I now feel obligated to re-do this survey....but for the year of '05

( **BRAND NEW** 2005 survey! )

( 2004 Review )

( Holiday Pictures! )

"I feel like a defective model, like I came off the assembly line flat-out fucked and my parents should have taken me back for repairs before the warranty ran out."

"I start to think there really is no cure for depression, that happiness is an ongoing battle, and I wonder if it isn't one I'll have to fight for as long as I live. I wonder if it's ( Read more... )