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we learned was her name, the saturday after her surgery. she doesn't respond to it, though. at least she responded a lot better to my calling her pretty face and baby girl than she did to sandy ( Read more... )

5D's 1st surgery is tomorrow, and this baby needs a home by thursday night. let me know if you are interested. she's an extremely nice girl.


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woke up this morning to fight with a mormon at the door. kerry would probably be disappointed in me, but it sure does get my goat when people quote random Bible verses at me. i call that babble, not a valid argument. his label of women as helpers did not help his case either ( Read more... )

my weekend was so fabulous. i was able to fit in almost all of my favorite fall activities. tennis, pumpkin carving, a football game (sort of), building fires, drinking hot cider, cozy blanket wrapped movies, inhaling that fantastic crisp air, warming up with whiskey shots ( Read more... )

i don't want to be that empty block on the wedding quilt.

but i'm never going to trust someone that much. i'm just not capable anymore.

i've always hated the thought of being one of those girls. for the briefest of moments, i was actually convinced that i'm not. silly me.

---------------------------------------------------- but.

thank you to my pokey friend, for making me feel lovable again. you can't imagine how much i appreciated our conversation. it really meant a lot to me.

it used to be sentimental. now it's just habit.

i really do want an eleanor.

lowering my standards is NOT AN OPTION. my heart needs a gil.

i may be the family dud, but they still love me tremendously more than anyone could ever deserve to be loved.

i now know i never really knew. and that's okay, because i no longer feel the need to know.