today was a good day filled with butterflies and beautiful weather...

and the greatest most fullfilling 5 minute phone conversation ive ever had!!

this feeling is going nowhere

i am hating my vagina right now....

i hope this gets better fast

i feel weird

and i dont think i want to be here anymore

and im tired of myself and im tired of being alone all the time........all the time

it needs to change....or youll lose me

sooo ....im going to look at all of this as a test

life is testing me and it wants to see if im ready...if im going to pass...which i will

now ill patiently wait for my reward.....when is he coming?

im tempeted to throw acid on my face...

...maybe then nobody will want me....its worth a try

does god hate me?

then why does this happen?

im just upset and not surprised

why does it fell like its ending ( Read more... )

im at new paltz.....and all i want to do is talk to you but you wont answer my calls....and your not online....and you wont call me back and you wont answer my messages

let me help you

i am so whipped

its disgusting

vacation time till the 14.......hopefully it will all go well