It is 2015. A New Year. Im a financial consultant with a 6 foot 4 Irishman from St. Louis that comes off like a tidal wave and sometimes overwhelms and sweeps me away in a not good way. Sometimes i feel small and insignificant. Then sometimes im feisty because to be successful this year we are going to have to fight for every dollar. I know this ( Read more... )

I feel like an idiot.

Sooo.....I love the movie JAne Eyre because Mr. ROchester is fucking HOT and I love the acting and the tension between the characters, it is FANTASTIC ( Read more... )

I am trying to have a positive attitude because being negative is counter-productive and I am violently anti-pity party. My doctor's appt however yesterday did not go well at all so....yeah. Then only immediate solutions are.....eat more protein, less carbs, and try not to stress. Protein is expensive and not stressing not an option so.....I guess ( Read more... )

I thought I was at the lowest point in my life a few years ago when my father's asshole behavior toward me reached an all time high. And because my mom was more interested in saving her own neck than looking out for her kid, that just made even worse. I haven't spoken to my dad since and my mom only briefly as all I do is get angry when im around ( Read more... )

People have the capacity to change but there are some things that always remain the same that make us the person we are. I'm coming to terms with accepting certain parts of the person I am, and that "Variety is the spice of life" is truly a quote that befits me ( Read more... )

So I've decided NOT showing you are sad and hiding your feelings is not going to accomplish anything besides me imploding. I discussed this with Sean that I have my bad days too and things are hard for me too, especially when it comes to keeping track of our health. I need help grocery shopping, meal planning, etc. if we're going to be better about ( Read more... )

So....I have only one pair of jeans that fit right now, I tried on another pair and they didn't get over my hips. As if that weren't depressing enough....wait, it is. So on top of that my boy is having more downs than ups lately and quite frankly I feel pretty alone in this whole mess of an overweight situation with no support and I feel like I can ( Read more... )

SO I had a dream last night it was going to snow 18 inches in my area and I woke up to find several inches on the ground, went back to sleep and got a call a little while later that Sean totalled his car on 17. He's fine, but the car is not. NOT how we wanted to start off the year.
-Caroline

Caroline is severely irritated she cannot find her deep dish pie plate.
Severely irritated.
That is all.