i could say that i'm a little bit upset about today but you know what... nah. it was still nice.

i'm listening to "dust in the wind" and i can't feel bad. mmmm it's such a nice song. anyway, luis was all asking me what was with the emo lj and stuff and erm iono. we should talk more often but the gay guy never calls! i have to do my stupid photo ( Read more... )

and that may be because there aren't very many that are right for me. i think that's how it's supposed to be for everyone though. i mean, if there were too many perfect- for- you people, that'd probably cheapen the perfect- for- you person you're with...well the relationship you have anyway.

i'm a little sad. i don't think he gets it. i understand ( Read more... )

right so. change it from 4 to 5 and from 1 to 2. wow i'm feeling a lot like an idiot.

so the weekend has been pretty chill. babysitter ended up not coming which was awesome. im chilling now and i need to clean my room up and read some book. went to caroline's and helped make a poster and some bracelets. i <3 mine. i spent some time with the ( Read more... )

freaking A! it is waaaay too early to be awake on a saturday. i woke up around 730 and now there's no way of getting back to sleep. how unsatisfactory. so my mom is super lame. i'm 16 and christine is like 23 and she's having some old lady stay with us. i called my mom this morning and told her that i'm going to be sleeping over at my friend's ( Read more... )

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. reina
2. ray
3. analese
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. piggyboxers17
2. ticklemeskeemo
3. enanekandineklces (don't ask lol)
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. i enjoy most books i read
2. my chest is small
3. i'm pretty freaking random
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. i talk too much
2. sometimes i'm really ( Read more... )

so like an alcoholic, i took some swigs of the fatty bacardi bottle sitting in my room. no special occassion, no other company, no painful agony.... just out of halfway boredom i decided to see how much i could drink without coughing. lol, it was funny. i chilled out for awhile and then took this riddiculous nap where i thought i was awake staring ( Read more... )

this is the first day of my life
swear i was born right in the doorway
i went out in the rain, suddenly everything changed
they're spreading blankets on the beach
yours is the first face that i saw
i think i was blind before i met you
don't know where i am, don't know where i've been
but i know where i want to go

so i thought i'd let you know
that these ( Read more... )

 yeah i didn't go. haha.

friday: go to school then the usual jazz. got picked up and all of a sudden plans change and i go to riverside. so while there we skipped out on prayer and stayed upstairs. the guys played video games while i talked to Dana about highschool and all that girly stuff. then we had a "pow wow" beside kevin's bed and then ( Read more... )

"i can't wait to see you. wanna see if you still got that look in your eye"

oh mangg. hahaha such freaking good times over break. believe me i don't think i've ever been so estatic over spring break. it's been awesome. :) i'm so happy. well mexico was freaking BOMB. oh dear haha it was nice. such good times partying and dancing and hanging out. i ( Read more... )

i was watching "my coolest years" on vh1 and it was the bad girl special. toward the end of the show there's this segment called regrets and most of them said i'm not sorry for what i did because otherwise i might not be here. i dunno that i agree or disagree but it's hard to think about. i'm thinking i don't really want to change things that've ( Read more... )