new things in store.  keep your eyes open.

Today, i decided to re-read my last entry, i wanted to make that its content was protraying the right things.  There is one last thing i would like to add.  By no means was I saying that i did everything right.  I did the best i could.  and although that is true, my actions were sometimes wrong.  i know and understand that.  from this experience i' ( Read more... )

So in conclusion of some recent events, i went home to be with family and mostly with God.  I learned and realized several things about myself, and what i was holding myself back from.  The first thing i realized was that by dwelling within any problem you can only stay stagnant, never moving to get over that problem.  these past months i have been ( Read more... )

What do you do when life gives you lemons? You make lemonade. Time to refocus on things are important.

Romans12 18-21

At home starring some issues in the eye, that I did my best to ignore before.

Once upon a time there was a boy. Have you ever taken a step back from your life, and just wondered "What the hell am I doing here?" What have I gotten myself into? Am I on track with what I was called to do? The questions can continue, but I think the point has been made. These past couple of weeks have been something that i don't really know ( Read more... )

Lately I've lost all notion of who I am. i've done things that aren't apart of ym character. I'm making excuses, done begging, and done wishing. today i was reading over some of my past entries from months ago and i saw something in my writing that isn't there anymore. lately, i've become a burden. not just to myself, but to others. so much ( Read more... )

My mind is playing tricks on me ( Read more... )

SIGH

As of yesterday I have an office!!! It's great. I have two windows, one that points into the library, and one that points out towards the campus. I have a desk computer, copier, and phone, and the office is a nice size. It's not one of those closet offices, it's great. There is some clutter, but I can do something about that. The greatest part ( Read more... )