I miss shanghai sooo much for so many reasons. for starters, youku and tudou would have been so much faster.

load,damnit,!

2010! a quote to sum up what i want 2010 to be

Remember, remember, this is now, and now,
and now, live it, feel it, cling to it.
I want to become acutely aware of all I’ve taken for granted.

Slyvia Path

One day you finally knew
what you had to do, and began,
though the voices around you
kept shouting
their bad advice-
though the whole house
began to tremble
and you felt the old tug
at your ankles.
"Mend my life!"
each voice cried.
But you didn't stop.
You knew what you had to do,
though the wind pried
with its stiff fingers
at the very foundations,
though their ( Read more... )

how many times in life are we given a second chance; to reconsider our decision, to ask for forgiveness, to redeem our mistakes. and now, i thank the skies above that second chance came knocking on my door again ( Read more... )

the thing about making decision is that, no matter how much you think about it, rationalize it, you still cant seem to decide. and when you finally make the decision, you start to regret it. you start to think about "what if", think about "why", and you start to second guess your decision again ( Read more... )

to me who is not performing as well as i would want to at my work, and is whining to anyone i see on msn about my work, who is absolutely clueless about what my boss REALLY wants to see:

There are dreams and there are career plans. They are not the same. Some dreams are compensatory: visions that we retreat to in times of stress, like blankies for ( Read more... )

( Helloooo from Shanghai! )

now that i am really leaving very soon. i am starting to feel a little fearful and scared. i have no idea what life is going to be like over there and i am really very sad and unwilling to leave behind my loved ones ( Read more... )

the weather now is UNBEARABLE. walking in jeans outside is like a slow torture. and so are bus rides.

can i rant?

i just took a 1.5 hr bus ride to school. went to the offices for 5 mins to hand in a form and took another 1.5 hr bus ride home. it is a bloody waste of time!

okie, now i feel better.

the reality of leaving has finally started to set in. and the feeling kinda sucks ( Read more... )